I'm Crackers!

OK so I probably didn't have to remind you of that fact LOL

There's been many a thing I have wanted to write in here over recent weeks but to be honest I'm not sure it would have done me any good and would probably have bored you all rigid.

Instead I just wanna say a huge thank you to some great buddies who have given me loads of support and encouragement through what was a bit of a black time for me. Most of them don't read this rubbish but I feel better for having written that.

There is one person out there who does not know what a huge impact they have had on me and I will always be grateful for their friendship and their ability to make me laugh out loud when I have been down.

For the first time in ages I am feeling strong again and the fact that I seem to have stumbled upon a kindred spirit who happens to be sex on legs all bodes well for 2005.

OK serious bit over and just to let you know that I have stored up a few typical Steps stories for you in the New Year :-) Just because I stopped Blogging didn't make me any less accident prone or prevent me getting into sticky situations.

I wish you all a very Merry Christmas and a Happy and Healthy New Year

The BADOING! is back lol Long live the BADOING!

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Recovery.............a song (edited version)

First I was afraid. I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live without you by my side
But I spent so many nights thinking how you did me wrong
I grew strong. I learned how to carry on

Weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye
You thought I'd crumble. You thought I'd lay down and die
Oh no, not I. I will survive
As long as I know how to love I know I'll stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
and I'll survive
I will survive

It took all the strength I had not to fall apart
Kept trying hard to mend the pieces of my broken heart
and I spent oh so many nights just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry but now I hold my head up high
and you see me somebody new
I'm not that chained up little person still in love with you.....



.....I'm saving all my loving for someone who's loving me

Normal service will be resumed ASAP :-)